Good morning you guys. I’m so blessed to be on this journey with you all, It has been a long time coming for me. I mean depression has all most took over I was un motivated had gained weight didn’t want to do anything because I had lost so much (I thought) but I had so much to live for I still had 3 other children who needed me but all I wanted was my Da’nielle she was turkey baby, my twin,my first born everything to me.God wanted her back! I couldn’t take it! I didn’t understand I loved her so much,But she was hurting and was trying to be strong for me cause she knew I lost my mom and my granny. All I had was my Children I could see in her eyes she was tired but holding on. One day I was talking to my cousin and said that God will have the last say and a few days later she was resting in peace and my heart crumbled. It’s not a easy journey but that’s why I’m here so we can help each other, My Friend Nadia push me encourage me she believes in me when I started believing in myself and I thank God for her. Last year January 25 2017 I had a break through and determined to not let my past define my future I’m not My past and now I have 5 Children who I can’t imagine not living for my oldest now is going to be 18 next year so I’m doing a great job. Have a blessed guys remember I’m here..